daily walking

On Monday, during my daily morning of reciting scripture for thirty minutes in an effort to strengthen my impaired or under developed prefrontal cortex, I received a clear message that I needed to put a daily walk into my life. The first walk was mentally difficult, but I made a conscious effort to complete this goal – for myself. Although I was back home in just over an hour, I didn’t feel that much betterCONTINUE READING…

chronic emptiness

The chronic emptiness in borderline personality disorder is what makes this mental disorder so misunderstood by the mentally able. It may seem like we are trying to say that we are ‘special’ or even being ‘manipulative’, but if you have never felt this chronic emptiness then you will never understand how mentally isolating it feels to be so alone in a world of plenty. There is so much variety in this world, so much vibranceCONTINUE READING…

psalm 23

I’ve recently received a diagnosis of Emotional Unstable Personality Disorder, which I knew even before I received the diagnosis from plenty of reading. To be honest, I wanted the diagnosis more for the people in my life, as as least my behaviour was related to a mental disorder. Anyhow, it seems that people with EUPD, or BPD have an underdeveloped prefrontal cortex, which relates to reasoning during triggers. For ten years, I’ve had no ideaCONTINUE READING…

modern bible translations

There is no doubt about it. Modern bible versions exist to profit from God. The King James Version has no copyright, but modern versions have copyright. The King James Version has many verses that provide assurance of salvation, including John 3:16, John 6:47, 1 John 5:13, and 1 Corinthians 1:18, to name a few. However, I heard this verse of 1 Corinthians 1:18 being read in a local Church of England church on Sunday, andCONTINUE READING…

christianity is not religion

This is going to be a slightly longer post than 1 Minute, because this content is so very important for this atheist world. Many people are turned off God today because they have an automatic assumption that they need to stop doing this, or stop doing that, because that is what ‘religion’ teaches. God has made it clear in the Holy Bible that He loves us, but we are all guilty before him. He callsCONTINUE READING…

I was once hugely into manmade or conspiracy theories, until one Sunday I woke up and the ‘fight back’ didn’t matter anymore. I would spend hundreds of pounds every few months on notary publics, swearing on the bible, denying that I had to pay anything, sending accepted for value back for payment of bills, and even printing out my own promissory notes. I was fuelled by anger. I issued commercial liens to banks, the localCONTINUE READING…

The word Christian is used today all around the world, but are you aware that the word ‘Christian’ is only used three times in scripture. and when he had found him, he brought him unto Antioch. And it came to pass, that a whole year they assembled themselves with the church, and taught much people. And the disciples were called Christians first in Antioch – Acts 11:26 Then Agrippa said unto Paul, Almost thou persuadestCONTINUE READING…

When Jesus spoke about the pharisees, he said that they had received their reward, because it was seen of men. They were fasting with a sad countenance, instead of humbling themselves before the Lord. Serving God in secret is the way to be in this world, because even though the deeds may not been seen by others, it never goes unnoticed by God. 6 But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and whenCONTINUE READING…